/adv/, I need some armchair psychology dropped on me.
I'm an alcoholic. It's gotten to a point where I'm tracking the amount of vodka I'm taking in just so I know what I ingested upon awaking from my blackout slumber. One thing I've begun taking notice of is that all of my chores are done, too.
I'll drink so much that I won't remember much except blurry excerpts, yet find that I've taken care of the important things like cleaning, laundry, etc.
Why am I more responsible under heavy influence of alcohol, and how do I get sober me to be like drunk me, sans alcohol?
Apologies if this is missing letters. I can assure you it's not drunkenness. I'm on an old laptop and the "T, U, and P" keys are fucked. I am drunk as fuck right now. 8 shots of vodka.
When you drink, your subconscious takes over. You change from thinking with your left part of your brain to your right part which steers intuition. Be careful man, i was healthy, young and had good genes, and suddenly my heart messed up and i got artial fibrillations. I almost got a stroke at the age of 23. Now i can't drink anymore and it's liberating as fuck.
>>18667346
Honestly, I stopped reading after left brain right brain bullshit. That isn't real.
I wasn't trying to be a dick by writing off what you said. I just don't believe in that. Still drunk as fuck, though. I need psychological platitudes.
>>18667294
It's possible that you drunk self realizes a conscious separation between your existing, acting persona and what you think would please that persona. My ex referred to it as sober "name" and drunk "name" and would often get drunk to express herself more so to me, feeling as though she couldn't whilst sober.
I take like 6 shots per night, but I'm never drunk
So I don't think I'm an alcoholic
Check 'em
>>18667914
OP here. Checkeroonied.
Also, I'm 12 shots in now and out of alcohol. Fuck my life.
I went fucking grocery shopping, you guys. THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT
Proof.