feel like i just woke up in the figurative sense feels like

I think a lot of people are on autopilot. That's why we regard working hard and being succesful as a hard thing. All it takes is doing it. But its easier to follow through on habits. Some people are lucky they were raised right, since thier habits give them sucess anyway. They still don't change the world though.

There are extraordinary people then there are ordinary people. Everybody chooses.

similar here, only 1 year older. my dad's death + long term gf leaving the country turned me into an escapist internet addict and it's almost been a decade since i've been on autopilot.
i know it's a meme but maybe start lifting? it's what i'm gonna do.