>Be Oregonian
>Have issues with dad
>Never get a (stable) job
>Girl I've had a crush on for a long time dates some guy
>I never asked her out on a date
>I'm a piece of shit
>Can't get her out of my mind
>Can't get how much of a piece of shit I am out of my mind
>Mornings suck, bedtime sucks
>Evenings okay
I'm thinking about working nights at retail (because I'm not constantly on the verge of crying and I'll be at work when my dad's home), getting therapy, and moving to Washington before the end of the year so that I can get away from my dad and meet new people.
I don't think I'll have enough money for a mortgage, and I know how much of a money trap apartments are, but I might be able to stay at a friend's house for a month or two until I can get a mortgage.
Should I do it? Could I do it? How would I do it?
>>18665068
Mortgage? You mean 1st months rent.
>>18665074
My parents and I have lived in apartments for about 20 years now. I'm not making that mistake.