I love giving advice and I am here for your problems if you want.
I know this sounds dumb but I signed paperwork to join the navy just to see If I would feel scsred; but nothing, I haven't felt anything in months
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I don't think that alone would make you feel scared. You should just go tho dude. Like if you don't feel anything maybe you will when you are surrounded by all these people. And if not, at least you'll know you are fighting for freedom and add purpose to your life. And hey, you are gonna go to new places and explore interesting things. Look at it this way, you either die after going to brand new places and helping out your country or you live life having been to all these places and exploring. Win/win imo go for it brother