How does one figure out what to pursue in life? Do you think everyone should aim for greatness?
I recently graduated into a what would be considered by most to be a great job. But a big part of me is not satistied. I want to do something more expressive, like music or painting. But I'm really bad at self studying and self motivating, I got trough uni only because very stict course schedule where we didnt' really have option to slack off. Now that I'm in position where I have to keep up with studying just by myself I find I can't do it. And when that happens I end up thinking wether I really WANT to do music or just like the picture of future me being a musician. You know just gazing at the finish line without loving the journey. I don't know what else do dedicate my time to though. I don't want to waste my years doing 8-4, sure getting gradually better at my job but not realizing anything big.
>>18660028
You could always pursue art while you work a day job. It will reduce financial stress and you can always use your money to enroll yourself in music classes if you lack self-motivation and discipline.