Hi /adv/. I don't know where else to turn. My grandparents are dying slow deaths, I have absolutely no worth to my ex that kicked me out of my home. I can't call a crisis centre on a fucking iPad. I don't value myself at all and its getting to a point where I'm ready to off myself. I can't take rebuilding my sense of self worth, getting over a relationship and watching people I love very much die painfully. Once my grandparents are gone I'd like to be as well. I put a big gash in my leg with a shitty pocket knife.
I haven't been this singularly miserable since my dad abandoned us. I'm not in a space where I can be certain won't hurt or kill myself before the weekend is done. Does anybody have any resources, advice, or even just a shred of care for an anon?
>>18657868
>I can't call a crisis centre on a fucking iPad
Enable wifi calling. Also there is online chat rooms for this exact reason
Please don't hurt yourself btw
>>18657897
Thank you, I'll give them a call or at the very least get into a chat room before I stick myself again.
>>18657868
get a job while staying at your grandparents, and be nice to them if you want them to be happy.
>>18657931
Oh dude, I'm visiting them three hours away this weekend then if I survive saying goodbye on Sunday it's back to work
>>18657931
I'm on my bassists couch at the minute. I feel do,for table giving him money to let me stay there, not to ask him for help with this mess