snooped, found sister's sex toy, feel awkward

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me:
>20s, lesbian
sister:
>30s, straight/asexual

We're both adults, just to get that out of the way.

I've been visiting my sister. One day she was at work and I needed something but couldn't find it in the rest of her place, so I decided to do a quick check in her room.

Recently, I came out to her and she mentioned some things about her own sexuality while we discussed. We come from a strict religious household so it was one of the few times we'd even talked about sex.

I have some toys of my own, and when i was younger my mother ended up finding one when she was cleaning my room(no, not typical) while i was out. She never said a word about it, but I knew she threw it away. My point: it's made me a little more paranoid about keeping them safe.

I guess the combination had me wondering if my sister had any toys of her own.

So I'm looking, without moving/digging around in her things, for what I need, and what looks like a cheap bullet vibrator catches my eye. Next to it, there's a bottle of lube from an expensive toy company.

This is where I fucked up. I snooped around to see if I could find the other toy, if there was one, and I did end up finding it. After .02 seconds of amusement(I never would have thought she'd have a toy, let alone such an upscale open) I left and have felt disgusted with myself ever since.

I keep having awkward inklings of sexual thoughts(not desire) and I'm not sure what to do to get rid of them