I didn't settle now I'm lonely.

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I'm just doubting if I made the right choice.
Uhm. I had been talking with this girl regulary online for almost a year. This summer we had sex once. A week after she asked what the deal was between us and I told her I wanted to just be friends. Obviously she was mad. I just didn't really feel a spark or it being special. I guess she was an okay partner but. Don't know it wasn't completely 100% what I wanted?

Meanwhile I was also still seeing my ex every now and then and we kissed. We blocked eachother now but yeah I was being a prick and dealing with two girls at once.

I concluded I didn't like either of them enough to commit and decided to just lose both of them and try to live up to honesty and good principles.

Now I'm lonely as fuck. I can't go back to either of them. I don't really know how to meet anyone new. I'm 26 years old

Can someone please give me some advice.
Is 26 ~ 27 too late to find a suitable girl I 100% adore?
Should I have settled?
Did I ruin my chance at a partnership?

I'm just so busy now and I don't also really enjoy going to clubs and parties.

I'm scared I made the wrong decision by telling her I would prefer to remain friends.
That's how I felt at the moment.
I don't think she's anything special.


thnx for responses...
may god guide me.