I'm 19 a neet with fuck all working experience. I'm depressed, I procrastinate everything and look for reasons for putting things off all the time. Mum is forcing me into a trade I don't want to do but it pays well. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life and honestly I want to kill myself. My home life isnt very good an dont leave my room because of some of things that go inside. I feel like i can't do anything and can't focus and set my mind to anything. I wish i was never born.
>>18646873
Go out the house more, make friends, and get you own money.
A crappy home life is awful, it's awful to have the place you go to rest be the source of your problems. That's why you need to get money and get the hell out.
Meanwhile, surround yourself with good people and be strong.