i have literally no coordination and it's ruining my life.
i drop shit constantly and i dont know why. drop glasses, drop cups, drop plates, drop food, drop clothes, drop children. directly downward. its like i suddenly forget what size whatever im holding is so i just open my hand a bit more and down it fucking goes. i smash into doorways and furniture on an hourly basis. i cant pull my phone out of my pocket without slamming it to the floor.
it started when i was 10, my mom took me to a doctor and they said it was because of puberty and it would get better once my body stopped growing. i'm 20 now. it didn't get better.
i'm tired of having to use massive coffee cups only filled a quarter way because i'll knock into something and spill it. i'm tired of sitting down to tie my shoes or check my backpack. i never learned how to properly hold a pen and i write like a caveman, not because my fingers are fat but because they skittle about like fucking spiders when i try typing.
i hate myself and i can't do anything
doctor is expensive
what the fuck do i do
Put your talents to use and drop the bass
>>18646807
no one lets me touch instruments any more after i broke my grandpa's accordion. it was super old and i said i didn't want to try it.
>but anon, you'll be sitting down and holding it in your lap! there's even a strap to loop around your back!
i truly hate my life
You get the money to go to a Dr somehow. Obviously it wasn't puberty but it could be something else. MRI your brain
>>18646798
It's time for another try at a doctor.
I don't want to scare you - the answer could just be that some people are clumsy - but it could also be an opening sign of some more serious physical ailments - not life-threatening things but better-if-caught-early things
http://www.dyspraxiausa.org/symptoms/adult-symptoms/
>>18647025
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>>18647002
i just came back to my computer
and uh
fuck my life even more than it has previously been fucked
i guess i'll stop saving up for moving and go to the doctor, that link was kinda scary
if he tells me not to worry about it i'll take my remaining money and shove it down my own throat, fuck me