her eyes, the way she talks and acts. everything I adore, I see in that person. what do? I am happy and sad at the same time.
You're probably idealizing her and seeing her as this perfect person because you aren't in a relationship with her and therefore can't see her true, flawed self.
>>18644737
This. Or kys.
You should really watch this show. All 7 seasons. You'll realise more about life after watching 3 seasons than you did from just living this past 3 years.