I can't smile for shit.
A girl I've been falling for was right in front of me at work, we were forced to pass eachother since the corridor was so narrow. I couldn't stop looking at her, she was so fucking beautiful - but my face was frozen in dumb confused look, my brain was in a state of shock and I couldn't even force a smile. She on the other hand, looked at me for a little bit, looked down and used a forced smile as she walked by.
Fuck. Why can't I act like a normal human being and smile when it's required.