how do i live?

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how do i live? 2017-08-21 01:26:07 Post No. 18643576
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how do i live? Anonymous 2017-08-21 01:26:07 Post No. 18643576 [Report]

i left high school and joined the workforce. i watched everyone i used to know surpass me with studies and better jobs. and after wasting 4 years of my life doing nothing and earning nothing. i jumped off a bridge exactly one year ago.... it wasn't high enough to be fatal.
my mum and my "textbook" shitty stepfather didn't notice that i was struggling.
all they saw was a useless kid who stopped working and paying them half of my salary.i was diagnosed with Major Depression and a lower form of BPD.
i struggled in silence and darkness for so long and then i struggled in front of everyone. and i couldnt get back on my feet. they kicked me out.
so then i lived with my only friend,but his missus got jealous of him spending time with me.She told him a lie about me asking her to sleep with me and a whole other bunch of crap that i never said, and he didnt just come and confront me like a man to hear the truth, he started to alienate me and treat me like shit. as if i were a threat to his toxic relationship. and well.... he decided to chose her over our 10 year friendship.
so here i am. i have no money, no connections, and nowhere to go. i have week to pack and leave my mates house. i have a car. but no fuel. and the only thing i could do in life is play shitty music.
where the fuck do i go, and what the fuck do i do to turn my life around

Anonymous 2017-08-21 02:15:09 Post No.18643647
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Anonymous 2017-08-21 02:15:09 Post No.18643647 [Report]

It starts with work, you weren't wrong there anon. It just takes a long time to get to a point where you're making survivable money. It's toug having the motivation to skave like that without feeling like you're getting anywhere, I picked up a second job teaching drums to help and it only started feeling worthwhile when I could pay all of my shit and start saving money. I've made a lot of sacrifices, as you probably have, realizing that vehicles and housing are almost prohibitively expensive.

I promise you'll survive. Your situation will get better the more you can make it your own

Anonymous 2017-08-21 02:24:32 Post No.18643661
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Anonymous 2017-08-21 02:24:32 Post No.18643661 [Report]

>>18643576
>having a job instead of living off government gibs
normies everyone

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