Well, it is a pretty difficult situation. It all started 2 years ago when all my group of friends met this girl who everyones started to love sooo quickly, except me. I only seen her always as a friend and as a very good person. There were problems inside my group to be her boyfriend and then my best friend started dating her (everyone thought it was because he was desperate, he never had a girlfriend). I was happy for both of them, they made a good couple.
Then I started to love her soo much. I never said this to my best friend (I will name now as 'B') and as I thought it wasnt fair, I did as much as I could to stop my feelings. I dated other girls who I love but every time I failed because my feelings for Bs girlfriend (who I will name as 'A') always appeared again.
Then started all the big problems: A was one year younger than us, and B and me moved out last year to another city to start university. A and me were getting closer and closer, talking everyday since then, texting, Skype, phone... but I never treat her as my crush, only as my friend.
But then, B started to get jealous. It is not the first time that this happened, he has always been extremely jealous. And he was completely mad. He started to spy my mail to see if I was sending letters to her, he trates his gf as shit, not answering her calls and mesaages. He made all my group of friends be against me because he said I was trying to make them break. That, added to a shit year due to personal and familiar problems, made me have depression. I never told anyone about this except for A, and she helped me so much.
A didnt like how B was treating me and her, how he was begin to act and the person that he became. I hated and felt so bad for her, because and think she deserves more, and to see the person that once was my bestfriend hurting so bad the girl I love kills me everyday. But she is so in love for him, she forgives him for everything, literally everything. And I think it is not fair for her.
And I dont want to date her, even if I think taht this is the woman who I want to be with. I only want her to be happy and to have what he deserves to have.
I dont know what to do, please give me advice.
If theres something of the story thats not too clear Ill try to explain it better.
And if you need more details, I can give them.