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my mind feels so empty and my internal monologue is near non existent
my eyes keep wartering all the time but i've got no emotional attachment to anything
laughter seems to be my default response when 'talking' to people and i can barely string a sentence together
it's not that i stop myself from saying anything, its just that there's nothing in my head to share with anyone
i see everything superficially, just shapes colours and sound
i feel like a zombie and my mind has detached itself from my sense of self
stuck in a perpetual state of anhedonia
it's been this way for three months now and im stagnating
will things get better because if im existing as a spiritless husk I'd rather just pull the trigger
i just want to be my former self again
what do i do to get out of this?
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>i see everything superficially, just shapes colours and sound
Yeah I feel like that all the time
Everything is just a bunch of logical structures in the end
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>will things get better
Only if you want to and cling to life.
You're obviously depressed because feeling empty is that one indication to being depressed. Something is very stressing at this point of your life. But as everything else, it will pass some time later and you won't be as stressed and depressed and everything will be better.
You'll even enjoy your life once again :)
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are you me? anyway this is basically pre-schizophrenia caused by what I guess is long term isolation(no coming back from that one).
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