Everyday I wake up with this sick feeling in my stomach. Each

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Everyday I wake up with this sick feeling in my stomach. Each day is the same as the one before. All my friends have either moved on to better things or disgust me with their weak willed servitude to peer pressure, something that should have been left behind at the end of their teenage years . However, still I am happy for both sets, because they are not static, stagnant balls of self-delusion like myself. Also I have begun to hate my family, God forgive me all that they have done for me. But I have repaid that debt many times, and still I feel the hate growing when I am near them.

I can not stay in this place, with these people. I can not walk down these dirty streets with my almost refusing legs much longer. I don't know what's going to happen to me if I do not get out of here but I do not think that it will be good. I don't care if I just end up doing the same shit I do here, as long as I'm not doing it here.

So I'm asking you, /adv/, because I know nothing about the world, where can I go that I will not feel this sickness? Where in the world would take me in, disgusting, ungrateful and delusional underachiever that I am, and let me dissapear into it? I'll go anywhere, just as long as it's not here. But I lack the knowledge, drive and base fortitude for great decision, so decide for me, as pathetic as it is, and you get to decide the fate of a man you will never know or care about.