I have grown horribly lazy.

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I have grown horribly lazy /adv/. I don't have the will power to do much of anything anymore. I contemplate calling out of work sick every morning because when I wake up, I just feel like such shit. I just want to sleep and even though I get 7-8 hours of sleep, I still feel tired when I wake up and I feel like just calling my job and telling them to fuck off.

I don't make my bed or eat breakfast in the morning because I just mentally cannot do it. Making break fast for myself is impossible. I sleep until like the last minute before I have to get up and go to work.

I spend like 30 mins jacking off before I get up too. I basically can't get up unless I jack off.

I need help but I don't know what is fucking me over. I use to be quite happy when I was kind of dating a woman. Then she friend zoned me and I had to cut contact. Just when I was feeling good about myself.

Now I am stuck in this shit show and I feel like I can't make it better. Help me.

Every sunday I tell myself "I am going to go out and do something fun!" and that never happens. I always end up just laying in bed and jerking off and falling in and out of sleep.

I have not gone to the gym in months. I use to go very regularly and then that whole friend zone debacle happened and I just like lost my will to do anything. Why do anything when everything is just going to shit all over you anyway?

I think my issue is that I am so desperate to meet a woman who actually likes me that if I do something with no intention on meeting a woman.. my brain doesn't like it. For example, I want to go see a movie soon... whats the point though when I know I will end up going solo and then just coming home to sleep?

Everything seems hideously pointless and I hate that feeling. Like right now, Its 8pm my time and I usually go to bed at 12am. I am doing nothing right now but just sitting here. I can't muster up the strength to even play a video game.