Hit the wall

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I'm 20 years old and it feels like my life is empty and meaningless. Before you all call me an edgy new fag, this is pretty new for me. I'm not suicidal by any means, I just suddenly feel like the motivation I've had in life is gone. I work a pretty decent job and don't have financial problems, I'm attending school for my dream job, and I have a good amount of friends and a supportive family. However, it feels as if I have nothing motivating me. I work and study simply because the alternative is giving up and I don't want to do that. My 'dream job' is really just something I'm kinda interested in, and I don't really have a passion for it that deeply drives me. Money is just kinda... a thing. I don't have some distant dream of grand wealth. I don't have dreams of anything. I can't place down a single thing that motivates me, not making my family proud, not bragging rights, not having a nice life. Nothing. I have been running like this for a while but only recently has it occurred to me that when people ask me why I do what I do all I can say is "Just cause".

Has anyone else felt this/ is feeling this? I feel like the only thing that gets me out of bed sometimes is the fact that the alternative is more boring. Apologies if this sounds weird. English is not my first language.