Last night I did a terrible thing, I dropped 25 mg of ambien. Holy fucking shit, I was mumbling words to my mother I walked my house and shed tears, it felt like I was losing my home and that I would look at a thing from 100 different perspectives. I DONT KNOW WHY. I stared at useless music videos and even the to fox my relationship with my mother. I dont remeber so many things just glimpses. Please help me recover. 10/10 would do 30 mg
>>18632948
I was on ambien for about 3 years. Be careful with that shit! It is like sleep walking. It literally shuts down a lot of your brains common sense modules.
I once drove 18 miles to Chickfila and back after taking one. Dangerous shit.
...If you insist on using it though, hide your phone so you dont make an ass of yourself to your friends and family. Everything will seem like a fantastic idea at the time and you will feel like an asshole for it later.
Also, write down your thoughts and ideas. I was super fucking creative on it because I had no inhibition. Read them back to yourself when you are sobered up. Some will be ridiculous and weird and some may actually be quite good. I look back at my ambien diaries from time-to-time to this day.
Try not to abuse it though if you can. My memory is a lot worse than it used to be because of it and it destroyed some of my ability to focus.