Secret Lover??

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Do I want to be her secret.

Long story short, me and this girl, S have had a thing for a very long time, and were even friends for longer. We're close, the chemistry is clear, and I have feelings for her, and she has feelings for me too. But, she and her ex, J, are going to get back together, she even cheated on him with me for a long time before their break up. She says she loves him too, and wants to ride things out with him, but is unwilling to give me up in the process and although K has strictly forbidden her from seeing or talking to me, we're still sleeping together and seeing each other.

I'm stuck on what I want to do, although I do have feelings for her, do I really want to be her secret? I've already pointed out that what she and K are doing is extremely unhealthy and that she has completely disregarded their new found relationship by continuing to see me regardless of his wishes.

Should I continue to see her and be her friend, or should I drop her and move on, no matter how much it hurts the both of us. I love her, but is this really good for any party?