Losing my mind

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I haven't masturbated in nearly 2 months (since 28 July). Not because I believe in attaining super powers like NoFappers. No. It's because I have a higher than average libido. I was masturabting atleast 3 - 4 times a day. Also, I'm 27 now, have been unemployed until recently for the past 8 months. Living with my parents and I just weirdly find it disrespectful to masturbate in their house (even if I did it as a teenager).

I don't want to masturbate until I find a partner. I haven't even stroked myself. The only thing I've done is watch those bite-sized porn clips in gif forms or whatever.

Interesting points to note:

My libido fucking TANKED for the first month. No motivation to touch my dick or think of anything sexual. The past couple of weeks is when I started to feel "something" again. Haven't had any wetdreams. Just the past week, I've noticed that I've been in scenarios that could've lead to sex but I got cockblocked by something else even in my fucking dreams.

My question is - How can I keep myself sane until I find a partner?