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I thought I loved my girlfriend and that I wanted to spend my life with her but I'm not entirely sure now.
Recently I find myself often looking at other girls and I keep having dreams of myself cheating on her. I feel guilty because I really thought this was the girl I wanted to spend my life with. I would never cheat on my girlfriend but the fact I'm having these thoughts doesn't seem like a good sign.
We've been together for around 14 months now and we both lost our virginity to each other. We're both 20 years old.
We get on really well most of the time and I enjoy her company but we don't really have much in common really.
The idea of breaking her heart really makes me sad and I'd hate to do that to her. I'm not sure if I still love her the way I did and it makes me really sad that I feel that way and I wish I didn't. She's also one of the few people in my life I can always rely on and even though I have my close friends and family I'm afraid of being alone. What am I to do?
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I'm scared that if I ever broke up with her I'd regret it because really and truly nothing is wrong with our relationship. She's a good person and loves me very much. She's pretty and smart and doing really well for herself in life. I'd trust her with my life and I'm sure she'd make a great wife/mother to my children when/if that time comes.
The only thing I wish was different is that she's not very confident in herself and has low self-esteem. Sometimes that can make things difficult but we get through it. Maybe this plays more of a factor in the way I'm feeling than I'm willing to admit/realise.
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