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Lately, noticed something about myself that would be rather disturbing. The reason I dont like socializing, flirting or romance is because I actually detest and hate people. This means everyone, either I am impartial or pissed off at someone. No other state exists. I like people getting hurt, I want to see peoples lives getting ruined, I wish the whole would die off. No edge, these are my genuine feelings; these traits are new and I dont know how they came to be, but here we are. I feel hatred, sometimes too much to control and I need to vent off (I dont). I fantasize about violence, I like it.
How do I reverse all of this? I dont take anti depressive medication anymore, but I am still socially isolated. Is this an onset of sadism or sociapathy and why would it happen?
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I am an evil son of a bitch and I want to change that. I dont know how, I have lost all my morals and ethics.
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>>18624415
Graduate high school.
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Probably a product of your isolation, as I'm facing the same dilemma, while under the same circumstances.
Could also be a product of your upbringing, which would then make sense for it to be something along the lines of ASPD (just an anti-social personality, not necessarily aspd itself)
Moral disengagement is an achievement. Just maintain appearances and act cautiously and you're gucci.
About the violent fantasies, that could just be out of boredom, or perhaps you observe violence in video games, gore threads (or whatever), or you're just pushing your imagination outside the bounds of comfort. If you decide to act on these fantasies, remember: it's only a crime if you get caught.
>>18624473
>*scoffs*
>Grow up.
show me your vagina pls
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