Just need to vent somewhere I signed up for 3 summer classes

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Just need to vent somewhere
I signed up for 3 summer classes and I've failed all of them, save for one that i have 3 days to write 16 pages for, probably won't do it. I have no willpower when it comes to school. My family is throwing their money and I'm squandering it and when push comes to shove I just don't care, even though I know I should. This isn't a new trend, I failed every class I took one semester in sophomore year and since then I've been between failing and barely passing classes, it's all resulted in me having to take one extra year as well as a few summers and winters. The major is chemical engineering and I guess its tolerable, but I think learning fuckall in some classes has resulted in me not being well equipped enough to take on my upcoming and current classes, and perhaps not equipped to handle a job. I'm too far along the track now so I'm trapped in it regardless. Whenever people suggest proactive things I can do I don't follow through because, I don't care. Ultimately I know it comes down to me and I'm probably too stubborn and lazy, and if I don't change something soon my life is going to suffer greatly, but again, I see all this impending doom ahead of me and I want to avoid it and yet I don't care.
It's like I'm trying to steer my car away from a cliff but the wheel won't turn.
Thanks to anyone who got this far