Do I send this letter, or do I chug bleach until it all stops hurting

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Hey /adv/
I went through a really shitty patch last year into this year, broke up with the love of my life 4 months ago
Figured I might write a letter to her
Don't know what she's doing

Her last message was "I'll still love you"

Do it? Or just kill myself?

>Dear <name>,

>I hope this letter finds you well. My calendar says you might be in Japan, if I'm reading it correctly.
>If you are, I hope your trip is going well and you've been learning more of the language, it's a fantastic skill to have and you showed a real talent for it.

>As for me, I'm on the road to recovery. I have passed my medical so I am cleared to return to training when they have a space, and my therapist is happy with my progress over the past few months, and with my plan to continue. Life has been up and down, and I've
taken up some part time courier work for a friend's engineering company to keep myself busy.

>I'm writing to ask, as old fashioned as this is, if you would consider giving things a second chance. I've made a series of bad choices in my life, and breaking up with you was the biggest yet, and one I regret daily. I really do miss you, and I'd like to at least apologise for my conduct in all this.

>If you have moved on and do not wish to hear from me again, please let me know, and I will put this chapter of my life aside forever.

>My kindest regards,
Anon

She already knows my powerlevel, this isn't going to be an autistic surprise