What would you do?

>without boasting
>boasts
weak bait. sage.

Don't boast. To me, it seems you're just another lazy piece of shit with an oversized ego for how worthless you really are. I r8 this b8 0/8.

>>18621584
>>18621590
I mean that I'm not boasting because it's fact and I'm not like...exaggerating.
And the point is just to try and establish the idea in your head that I can accomplish things so please tell me what you would do if you had my youth on your side again.

Guys, srsly, I'm not being a dick here and I don't have a large ego. I realise that potential is utterly worthless without the drive and desire to accomplish anything and it deeply deeply infuriates me that I don't have any.
That's why I want your help.

I understand it's hard to want to help somebody who isn't coming at it from the usual angle of "I'm shit at everything but I work reli hard :("
But I am worthy of help too because there is almost nothing worse in the world than actually being capable of achieving things and just...not.

>>18621584
>>18621590
also I actually do work hard.
Look, as ridiculous as it seems, and believe me I didn't think my life would turn out like this: the thing I've been doing since leaving school just has not at all been suited to me and my stubbornness has led to me just keep trying it.

Now I face a choice: continue at the college course that seemingly just is not meant for me.

Or start totally over from scratch. But I don't know what to do and so that's why I'm asking.

Yes it seems ridiculous that someone who is supposedly smart could waste so much time at somethung and not just cruise through but it is what it is. And it makes no one more angry than I.