The ringing in my ears is making me want to kill myself.

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I've never been severely depressed in my life until the past week. I mean, everyone feels "depressed" from time to time and even though I could be considered a "normie". In the past week or so, I've been hearing this ringing sound coming from my ear. I think I have permanent tinnitus, and this ringing is ruining my life. I mean imagine never being able to have peace of mind, to have a constant sound in your head that WON'T GO AWAY. It sucks. I use to be really happy and loved life, I have close friends, a goal, and feel loved. However, despite being only 19 I think that my times of happiness in this world is coming to an end.

Because of this ringing, I can't concentrate and can't continue to be a writer. I don't feel joy when hanging out with friends. I've can't sleep because the ringing is too damn loud. Overall, I'm just depressed, and have honestly been considering suicide. I mean the point of life is to be happy, right? If this noise caused me to lose my ability to be happy, should I just end it? I've just lost all my will to live and I don't know what to do.