For some reason, my summer has been strange. Living where I do, you would expect lots of hot sunny days. But this summer, it was anything but. The majority of my life I have been a very lonely person but now it has really taken a toll on me. I feel really depressed. I've been thinking about death and suicide. I do have a friend who every time I spend time with him, I always feel like all those feelings are gone and instead I'm happy. Is there anything I should do?
>>18615521
I've been in the same boat, you focus on your hobbies/interests to distract yourself from your negative thinking so that when things change in your live you're emotionally available for it
This, except I don't feel like I have any friends that I'm very close to
>>18615521
I'm in the same place. I'm not sure I could call the ones who I sometimes talk to friends since they have disrespected me.