Depression is eating me up and my anxiety is off the charts.

just give it a try... one cigar not kill you

Might as try to let lung cancer get you first

As a recent cig addict I would suggest that you find something other than nicotine to get addicted to. Once your brain gets enough of it you will want it for the rest of your life.

>>18615474
Using an addiction to reduce stress is counter productive since you'll be stressed by craving it, not to mention the money loss

>>18615474
u look em dead in teh eyes every time u pass by them

dont start smoking, I smoke myself for 9 years and its my biggest regret. U guy or girl? Go buy some new clothes (decent, not sexy or super fahionable), get a haircut, look decently. If you meet him/her act like you dont give a fuck, later run to toilet and cry. Afterwards keep acting like u dont care. Repeat every day