Please help me ...Should i Marry her ?

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I am with my girlfriend since we were teens. We had many ups and downs. but no matter what happened. she always sticked with me. She even went with me to hospital to check if i got HIV after i admited that i cheated with a scank who might be ill. She loves me like she loves nothing else in the world. And her loyalty and compassion towards me is insane. She would give anything up for me, her life, her family,her career and even her religion. yes she is christian and im a muslim. And because of that i fell in love with her too, i feel in love deeper and more intensely that i ever dared to Imagine !! and yet i dont feel really satisfied... i think about her every few minutes --- i sometimes even catch myself wispering her name.

And even though i need her so desperately in my life, i dont feel like its right to marry her.... i feel sexually attracted to her because she has an amazing body ! but her face is absolutely not my type. she has somekind of a " boyish male face " . i dont feel comfortable kissing her... its like im kissing a boy .... its like im kissing my own brothers lips trying to enjoy his tonguekiss ... and when we are outside together the people stare at us like " why the hell does such a good looking man date such an ugly girl ? "

its kinda like seying a beautifull girl snuggling to an old guy.... you cant help but look like " what the fuuuuuck ! "


my problem beside her face is that i want to marry into a muslim family so i dont have troubles with her family trying to find a middleground between embracing islam and worshipping jesus ( absoluuuute contraditction )

i would like my children to raise in a full muslim community and not only half muslim half christian ( nothing against christians but we are too different and you know that ! )

so i sum up ...

1.although she has a sexy body, her face is not my type and i cant kiss her
2.she has no muslim family
3. im a little bit ashamed to be with her because no offence. i look so much better than her