i got called for an interview and got asked a few basic questions like do you have high school diploma and drivers license but then the lady asked if i have the probatory license which i do so for now i can't get the job which is fine since i wasn't really interested in that one in particular and I'm pretty sure i'm gonna get called for another one very soon but when i got home i told my dad that it was his fault for not signing me up in driving ed earlier. now i feel like fucking shit. not only did i act like a spoiled entitled brat but i possibly hurt my dad's feeling even though he is working his ass off so that we can live comfortably under a roof and over what? A job that pays barely more than the one i have right now and would require me to drive 40 minutes to get there? I am a piece of shit, i don't deserve to have parents like that who actually care about me and love me. there's so many other instances of me acting like that honestly. How do I fix myself, /adv/.
>Do not hesitate to be rude and insulting towards me, i deserve everything for being the idiot i am.
>pic somewhat related
>>18610042
Just tell your dad your sorry Retard he will understand or murder you , So yeah
>>18610051
that'd be the logical thing to do but for some reason i find it hard to apologize to members of my family. i'm a douchebag i know
>>18610059
Just apologize it's not hard
>>18610069
ok but how can i fix my retardness?
>>18610108
Do you mean your tendency to internalize failure and Lash out on others? Go do some psychotherapy with a councilor or something. We don't know what your life has been like but they can talk you through it.
You sound like you are 16/17 years old. Learn quick how to apologize to people you care about. Both of my parents died by the time I was 20 and lots of things were left unsaid.