I just got out to walk, like every day, thinking I would make a nice afternoon.
On my way I come across that very old friend from high school which who I cut contact with a long time ago(for no particular reason).
I should maybe add that I'm a huge fuck up, not going to say much on this, but basically I'm a typical /r9k/ fellow.
You should have seen the contrast there, I haven't seen or talked to him for about 7 years.
In all this time, he has grown to become a much better man physically and socially, and I have changed only for the worst.
He probably didn't recognize me but I recognized him, it was so overwhelming I couldn't even bring myself to go talk to him, we simply weren't the same anymore and in the state I am now, to be rejected by what used to be my only friend would certainly destroy me.
Deep inside I really wanted to go talk to him but I was so afraid of his reaction.
I could always contact him through facebook, I already did before but he never answered back, but I think it is because he never really used facebook.
So I could still insist by contacting his relatives or other friends we had in HS.
But really I don't know...
What do you think I should do?
Is it a good idea to make contact with highschool friends?
>>18609270
Associating with good people is a very beneficial step for your own improvement. If he is kind and a good person, he will be patient and understanding with your situation. The worse that can happen is that he says "no". Otherwise I see only benefit for you.
>>18609270
I wouldn't care if my best friend from 7 years ago would walk past me, that is way too much in the past.
I am even the kind of guy who sees someone from a year ago and thinks that the other person still feels the same way even though most people are acting mad that i did not care much for keeping contact.
>>18609280
What are you trying to say exactly?
>>18609274
And then how r I rttgo about it?
Is it also good idea to contact his relatives to reach him?