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I am wasting my time since a good bunch of years now. I'm 21, never worked, never successfully attended university. The worst part is, instead of being pushed to the max by this horrible realization, i don't give a fuck. I'm back at my parents place and play Video games all day. Complete apathy.
I'm not engaged with the world. My intellect is slowly dying. I lost empathy. I'm very anxious. I'm cynical.
I'm not even depressed atm, although i would consider myself generally depressed. The state that i always feared, being content with being a looser, seems to have arrived.
What would you say to me?
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living with your parent at 21 isn't like neckbeard levels of failure, just try to find a job and work up from there I guess
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You need a drastic change of environment to push you to do shit.
If you can't orchestrate that yourself, join the military.
You basically have to start trying to leave your comfort zone?
Don't like doing something? Do it anyway.
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Everything starts with you.
You need to have the inner will to claw out of your lazy nature.
Start small, don't start playing vidya until the end of the day. Just do anything productive that you can: clean the house, fix some shit, take up a new hobby ( music, biking, swimming).
Doing nothing will cause you to stagnate, and change can't come without you.
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