Is there something wrong with me?

check out a thing called attachement styles. You might be what they call fearfull-avoidant, which means you are afraid of people and thus you avoid people. maybe you didn't feel safe at the time of your childhood
GLHF

>>18607260
This literally describes 90% of people anon. Most people go into a "honeymoon" phase when they first meet people, where everything that person does is sort of new and unique. After a month or so, this wears off since the person becomes somewhat predictable, and that interesting unpredictability is gone

>>18607260
I'm the exact same way. It's hard wanting to go out and be with your friends if they do one tiny thing that eventually makes you despise them secretly for the rest of your life.

>>18607313
Is there any way to get over this?

your issue is that social interactions are extremely draining to you so you avoid them. they are draining because you are keeping up an act if you're with someone. social interactions can only be enjoyable once you are comfortable with letting down your guard.