I don't drink coffee but mornings are honestly horrible for me. I try to get 7-8 hours of sleep but when I wake up, I still feel unrested and every morning I contemplate calling out of work just to sleep more.
I do do this weird thing where I deliberately wake myself up at like 3am every day so that I can say "Ah, still some time to sleep" then I go back to sleep until 7am when I am supposed to get up and eat breakfast. Lately though, I have just been laying in bed until 7:40am masturbating and then I get up and go to work without eating anything. I don't have time to eat if I don't get up until 7:40am
What can I do? I feel like shit and I feel horribly depressed if I don't wake myself up at 3am because when I sleep a full 8 hours, when I wake up, it feels like I only blinked and didn't sleep. I need that moment of "Ah, I can go back to sleep."
Am I fucking crazy? Is coffee really the end all be all? As in, if you aren't drinking coffee, you will forever feel like shit in the mornings? I hate the idea of having to live on a crutch.
Some people just are worse in the morning then others, you can find meds, prescribed or natural that can help solve some issues. One other thing you can do is stop being lazy altogether.
>>18605741
I feel the same in the morning, usually my brain hasn't fully booted up till noon or afternoon. Even when I was full of energy and motivation for uni, the first 10-30 minutes after waking up I just felt like throwing myself in front of a train in order to not have to deal with waking up and getting out of bed ever again. Every fucking day I have this after waking up, doesn't matter if I feel good or bad about life. When my head clears up after that short time I wanna do and enjoy stuff and feel fine.
I feel you breh
>>18605741
>I need that moment of "Ah, I can go back to sleep."
>Am I fucking crazy?
Yeah, you are.