Pathetic

>>18603066
He man listen, you have it made I've been all those things growing up, I've also had a really shit childhood and attempted suicide 3 times throughout my adolescents. (Edge-lord here) I put a round in the barrel of my uncles walther p22 and pulled the trigger. Round was a dud, the point is you can get all the way there and go through with it, just for it note to happen, my advice is just stop caring about everything, do your job, beat off, and go to bed. It's not worth the mental stress

>>18603102
Not*

>>18603106
>>18603102

I try not to care man I really do.

I don't tell my wife because i'm fucking useless and even though I trust her with the information it's like "why are you sad? *LOL DUNNO HONEY AHAHA*"

I dunno man I just want to be different, I hate waking up and feeling that undercurrent of sadness behind everything I do.

I'm sick of it.

>>18603113
It's called clinical depression

Get meds

inb4 big pharma hurr durr

>>18603113
This is me.

>>18603116

What does "big pharma hurr durr" mean?

I understand meds might help but honestly I'm scared. My wife thinks she fixed me because when we were fully together everything was better and I was happier and she would get really really really upset whenever I said I still have problems, so I just started saying "yeah I feel much better since being with you"

I can't start paying for meds or therapy or anything without her seeing and being offended that I'm still a waste of fucking space

>>18603127

lmao forgot my own shitty throwaway trip from the OP. they're different, can't do anything right lmao

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>>18603127
Don't let her blame herself. It won't help the relationship explain to her clinical depression. Tell her all the tea in china won't help, meds will, not for everyone but they do but you need to stress to her it's not her fault, also take stock in things you have going for in life, it helps, I do every morning and I live in my truck

>>18603141

Yeah okay dude, thanks for the advice I guess you're right.

"Hurrdurr I'm sad all the time what do I do"

"take meds designed to hopefully make you not sad"

"BUT IT MIGHT UPSET SOMEONE ELSE HURDURRR"

I'll just get a psychiatrist to prescribe me shit until some of it sticks. I guess I'm beyond talking about problems and hoping it will help.

Cheers.

>>18603149
Hope you get some that work man, just remember when life hands you lemons, use them to beat off