Hey annons Just out for some advice. When I was 13 I met this

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Hey annons

Just out for some advice.

When I was 13 I met this amazing girl and we ended up getting together for just a short time. I was the one who broke it off because I found her sending love messages to another guy.

She tried to get in contact with me at a later point in life but I turned her down.

Ever since I turned her down we have have been speaking to each other through texts various times and met up a couple of times. Very rarely tho that we spoke through texts, but when we did, we did it hours on end.

A good while after I turned her down I realized that I want her. Ive always thought of her as the one for me.. Her body.. Her voice.. and all good stuff. she is amazing and Ive dreamt so many times of her.

I never even got to know her. I was with about 5 other girls in my teens and none of them make me feel like this. Ive felt like this for years.

After I turned her down she got a boyfriend that she was with for like 4 years. Now she has a new boyfriend.

Were both 22 at the moment and I want to try.

I know I should just try and get it over with, but im not sure how to do it. Like I have no problem telling her but you know theres a voice in my head saying I need to do it perfect so I dont miss whatever <chance> my head is making me think I have. I also think if I go now and fuck it up I will ruin chances in the future. <i realize this is stupid but i still feel it.

some reality for me would be appreciated. Do you think it\s a good idea to ask her to hang out. Have a great time with her and when I leave i ask for another meeting and make it clear I cannot be her friend. If she doesnt want to I honestly want her to turn me down badly so i just can forget about her.

Also I want to wait until she doesnt have a boyfriend, but i thought the same with her last boyfriend, just wait, and suddenly she had a new one.
thank you