Basically, I'm morbidly obese, I hate myself, I'm a failure at life and a social recluse. That said, I'm still lonely and I long for some emotional support so I found a guy with whom I'm now in a relationship.
He is pretty selfish in many ways but I'm not sure if I'm just trying to sabotage myself or if it's actually that bad. I'm very confused.
tl;dr: I'm getting fucked in the ass by a chubby guy with a tiny dick and I'm not sure if it's worth it.
I would actually much prefer a relationship with a woman, I'd say that I'm only a 1 or 2 on the Kinsey scale.
>>18601798
>1 or 2 on the Kinsey scale
Nigga you're gay as fuck
>>18601803
I don't feel a huge attraction to men though.
>>18601808
You're getting pounded in the ass regularly by a dude. There is literally nothing more gay then that
>>18601798
You're settling for him because you have low self-esteem and don't think anyone else (like a woman) would get into a relationship with you. And he knows that and treats you shitty.
>>18601878
>settling
its only settling if you're worth more, and OP is not. he is morbidly obese.
>>18601854
Yeah but it's not like I'm particularly enjoying it.
>>18601882
>worth more
Depends on how you look at it. He's obese but his BF is chubby, small dick and selfish. I guess they're both settling.
>>18601878
>>18601882
>>18601995
I don't know, I don't think it's awfully productive to assign worth to us. I'm just not sure if I'm being a little bitch about our relationship or whether he should be more aware of my feelings in that regard.
>>18601892
Then why are you even doing it?
Bad sex is still sex, but it's also bad. Avoid bad sex. Especially bad sex that involves your ass.
>>18601798
Go to /fit/, lurk /fph/ and read the board's sticky.
>>18602049
You hate yourself and are self-punishing by taking unsatisfying dicks in the ass.
>>18601798
Who /6/ here?
feels good desu
>>18602119
I enjoy his company, I enjoy cuddling and kissing and I enjoy getting head. I suppose it's a give and take since neither of us are super into dealing with each others dick.
>>18602122
Well, it's more like I don't want to lose him. I think I'd be ultimately worse off without him.
>>18602126
Gaaaaay!