> Be me
> average student throughout my whole life, always got Cs and never was much into sports
> finally decide to turn my life around and become a better human as wellget good grades to make my parents happy
> Parents are poor so difficult for them to keep paying for my education
> Start to work my ass off, progress is slow but things gradually get better
> Start getting great grades and teachers start noticing, praise me in front of my parents
> Finally feel confident in myself and on exam day do pretty gud, tally the answers, most are correct easily in the A range
> Result day, turns out I got mediocre grades , my friends got way better, feel sad but cheer up thinking ego got in the way
> Anyways vow to do better and get admission into a better school
> Parents and teachers confident in my ability to do well in A-levels
> Work even more harder and try different methods for studying and become aware of the mistakes I did the past
> Last chance so better make it count, exam season approaches, do quite well and even get better marks the my contemporaries
> Give exams and feel great, find out answers match with others
> Results come in, I failed again
This is honestly becoming laughable, I'm just tired of working hard and not recieving even an ounce of happiness, my peers often work less harder than I do and get astounding grades and this makes me feel even shittier. Parents are too disappointed in me and shocked even more. Teachers are also pretty shocked and I don't know what to do anymore