Stupid anon complaining

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I am a little frustrated because i don't have a girlfriend. Yesterday I went to a pool with some friends who live a few miles away from me. It was me, another friend whose girlfriend is in italy for studies and two couples. Later on, since the pool got very very crowded with kids, we all decided to leave and have a bbq in the area. Some time has passed by now, one couple is in a hammock making out like nobody's business, the other couple on a blanket on the ground, same thing. My friend didn't seem to mind at all, whereas I didn't know what to do, so i was just sitting idly, drinking and waiting for someone to decide we gotta leave. J don't know why, but i start feeling awkward as hell whenever i'm around couples, especially when they start kissing.

After yesterday's experience, i see people kissing or traveling as couples on tv or online and i get a little pissed/jealous/sad because it got to this point.

I haven't had a girlfriend in about 3 years, i'm even doubting that i'll catch the next one before i finish college in 3 years.

But, this isn't just a random ramble, i know exactly what's wrong most of the time: i spend most of my waking hours inside, same for when i'm at my dorm, and when i'm out in public, most of the time i just don't talk, or just occasionally say something and that's it.

I don't understand why is it that, all my guy friends seem to have girls be interested in them, but never to me, it seems.
>by the way, after me and my friends left the pool, some kid drowned.