So soon 19 seeking some sort of advice(?)
Along with my beloved beta friends from same town (about 20k people) we fairly confirmed that we don't have any girls that'd fit our preferences, barely relating to appearance
Tried using various places to find me a person to realize they were useless. Insert date sites, tinder, well rl approach exists too.
Might not be very surprising, am not a party person, like staying in my underground.
But saying for myself, I feel pretty insecure about future (extraordinary).
About two years ago decided to make my body slightly more appealing so lost about almost 20kg and am also almost pretty much at proper weight and my look is propably average or better
My interests are propably not extraordinary if it is mainly drawing with occasional games and watching anime with "that slightly rougher taste"
My music be generally techno without getting further into genres
My social life is aight(?)
Also don't smoke nor drink
Also pretty much degraded my own persona in every aspect so I could find even a "normie" girl interested in me
Often try to pretend confidence, so can easily hide shyness
Besides having primal instinct desires like anyone I mainly wish to find me a soulmate gf, so even a potential wife.
While being in this generation I also feel hatred for how pussylike people have become about relationships, although I bet this sounds like the typical wish to SMASH
Not sure what else significant could I present but I feel like my general life approach is unappealing for the opposite gender, as well as quite rare combination of things in one person (despite saying about not being this special).
My current plans are to hope for develop of current status quo in next year when September starts and when I'll go to maybe some art or logistics Uni in one of near cities.
Should I keep on being patient?