>study CS for three years >failed and stay still in freshman

As someone who doesn't have the opportunity to upskill and go to uni, finish it. Unless you have a solid business plan, knowledge and ability and its up and running already you're not fit to drop out. Believe me when I say you will be utterly fucking miserable and stuck in dead end jobs without it.

>>18595519
Get through uni. I know it sucks, I hated it too, but the jobs at the end seriously are pretty cushy. You don't even have to work *that* hard.

Try and find time to work on some personal projects, whether it's a mobile app, web app or something cool using robotics or AI. You honestly only need to dedicate a few hours to such projects a week, and it results in better grades, renewed interest in engineering and a much better resume for getting jobs.

>>18596328
This
It is surprising

Are you me? I had the exact same thing first year. After my first internship though I realised I wasn't the problem, college is. It just completely sucked all motivation out of me, and just before starting my internship, I actually started to despise something I once loved. What killed it for me was all the unrelated bullshit they shoveled down my throat while also learning us outdated technology instead of principles and patterns. I switched to parttime after my internship hired me and atm only have one more year to go but I despise it. For example, I just finished all my courses but I still have to hand in one that involves basically taking a dump on some paper (I have to do a SMART analysis of a project group, write a conflict resolution report AND OF COURSE A FUCKING SELF REFLECTION and to finish it all off, a long ass document regarding a project Im working on. It will be reviewed by some elderly lady with a COMMUNICATIONS DEGREE). Honestly, when I left high school I thought 'finally, no more bullshit, just actually valuable knowledge'. Boy was I mistaken. I just became very disappointed and now I'm just slugging it out for the last year, all for that fucking piece of paper meme. I feel like its all a big joke.the worst thing is, even the teachers know its bullshit.