I took 3 of these a day for a solid 3 years, every single day without fail. Been mostly clean for a year now. I take 10mgs once in a while, but can't obtain enough to become addicted. There's a huge fucking hole in my heart where these pills used to be. What do I do?
A psychedelic may help you get over it
Move on and do your best without them. I did pills for years and I never spun out of control but I decided to quit one day. It's been three years and I still think of that peaceful bliss of railing a painkiller at least a couple times a week. Just stay strong and stay distracted.