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Is this my last chance to show her how I feel? 2017-08-06 04:37:21 Post No. 18594278
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Is this my last chance to show her how I feel?
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2017-08-06 04:37:21
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On Monday I'm leaving my home state, possibly for good, to join the Job Corps for computer technician work and possibly a fire-fighting job.
Tomorrow, the love of my life is coming over to hang out with me for a while so I can tell her goodbye. That, and so I can give her some books which I bought for her just so I could have an excuse to see her in the first place.
This girl has been married for almost three years, but she more or less knows how I feel. We met in art class in high school, had a sort of falling out, (simply because I wasn't really relevant anymore, had nothing to offer her, and I was making a bunch of mistakes) and only recently rekindled our friendship when she found me on social media.
When I first met her I fell hard enough to ax my current relationship at the time, the very second I realized how I felt about her. I've told her a few times, and while she didn't exactly tell me what I wanted to hear, she has acknowledged my feelings. It was during this time I lost sight of myself and fell out of scope, and she got married.
Everything I've heard about her husband is negative, and it's all come from her mouth. She's told me he tried to persuade her to have a foursome on their honeymoon, that he's gotten close enough to other girls for her to message them telling them to back off. She's even told me they've thrown around the idea of divorce.
To make things even more confusing, she called me less than a month ago crying to me about him, saying she was thinking about coming over to me with some booze, whatever that means. I told her she was welcome, and after she told me she was coming over I sent her my address... and she never showed up or replied when I asked if she was ok.
Later she text me, but we haven't spoken about that incident.
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I love this girl so much. She is sweeter than the finest candy, and she has a soul made of gold. I want to kiss her, feel her body, run my hands all over her for the first time and show her how much I want her.
At the same time, there is a part of me that wants to respect her marriage. I hate the idea of having her feel like she's unfaithful to her partner, no matter how bad he treats her. I hate the idea that I could spoil her marriage, and I probably shouldn't make a move because I still have nothing to offer her. He is a DJ and they are in a metal band together, but she works on missiles and honestly, I think he is just a lazy skirt-chasing poser. She has told me she is basically taking care of him.
I have so many conflicting emotions about this, I can't get my head straight. I thought I was over her when we parted ways after high school, but we she reconnected with me, my feelings came back even stronger than before.
When she was hanging out with me one day before she called me crying, we were lying down on my bed together reading books. I started to touch her hand, rubbing it lovingly, and she didn't stop me. When she went to leave, she gave me the best hug I've ever had, pressing her body into mine and I lifted her up a tiny bit and I whispered into her ear, "Are you sure you want to leave?" She didn't say anything but simply smiled at me.
She left her bracelets at my house on accident and she told me to keep them... I haven't taken them off for months.
I have no idea what to do about how I feel, and I'm afraid I'm going to make a mistake giving into my emotions. Should I? Should I tell her not to come over?
WHAT DO I DO?
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Just don't expect to get with her no matter how much you may want to.
If I were you I would invite her over, and tell her how I feel about her husband. Even a friend would do that.
Then maybe she'll divorce him. Doesn't really help you much, but at least she'll be better off and you could visit every now and then and then have your way with her.
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