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>opiods
>Cure depression

What the fuck is this? Is this a joke? Drop while you're ahead.

>>18594141
I'm a full time student and I work full time as a finance manager at a car dealership (I'm 19). I take my work religiously, but I lack the ability to feel pleasure from anything, even female companionship. I even fucked a guy and a tranny just to try to feel something. I have a girlfriend that I've been with for quite some time now and we're technically engaged. By society's standards I'm "successful" yet I'm so miserable. I'm an alcoholic, I smoke cigarettes, and I recently discovered that opioids help me feel alive.

>>18594156
Try therapy, exercise, or skydiving. There's clinical trials of psilocybin and ketamine improving moods in depression paitients but opiods and stimulants are just an addictive hole.

>>18594169
No time for therapy. I work 45 hours a week and I'm at 16 credit hours this semester at uni. I don't know what to do. It's not like I can't socialise with people, I just don't feel happiness from anything. My only silver lining (as shallow as it may sound) is my car. That makes it all worth it, but there has to be more to life than this.

Baby's first existential crisis?

You should know by know that sensual pleasures, material wealth, and fameis fleeting, unstable and unreliable, and empty.

Happiness is hard, but a noble goal. I urge you to read into Buddhism.

>>18594188
Ur throwing ur life down the drain then.

Opoids will not cure depression. Addiction is a bitch and is Hell. Try justifying the shit is a rookie mistake. Hell there is always time to do something the other guy suggested. Hell there was time for you to get those drugs but no time to go to the gym and do shit that is actually scientifically benefitual in multiple ways? I work 50hr weeks and I still get in about an hr and a half to two hrs each day at the gym.

>>18594190
Put yourself in my shoes. I'm a 19 year old college student that managed to get financing on a house without mommy or daddy's help. I know it's a bad habit to start, believe me I know.

>>18594205
Doesn't matter whose shoes you are wearing, opiates are shit, if you want to rely on drugs for happiness make it something that isnt an opiate

>>18594130
>Feel nothing.
That's exactly what opiates do, fucking dumbass. Opiates are downers.

>>18594188
Take less credit hours and step down your work schedule.

>>18594205
Please choose a different drug like cocaine or a party drug to feel alive. I recently lost a family member to opiates and the pain I felt watching her go from mildly successful to homeless is heartbreaking. She's a shell of what she used to be both physically and mentally.

>>18594205

So you can get your shit together except for this one part?

Stop making excuses and go into a deep investigation and reflect on why you still feel unhappy despite the material success youve acquired.

This problem.has been solved by sages thousands of years ago.

Opioids destroy lives, families, relationships, and is not the answer to happiness. You will experience instability and will make irrational decisions to feed your addiction. I can't stress how terribly addictive opiods are. If you get hooked you're looking at throwing away the 10 years of your life which is arguably the greatest years of your life. You will never get back those years and will regret it.

>>18594130
>is it safe to suddenly up dosage of an opiate
Gee, you consider yourself a smart, self-reliant guy, why don't you figure this one out?

>>18594188
You can't be happy with that much going on you don't have time to be.

Thanks for all the support guys. I'm throwing away my oxy stash and sticking to hooking up with women on tinder for now...

>>18594130
>Feel nothing.
That's literally why people do opiates anon.
You're taking the opposite of the drug you want.

All my friends laugh me when I say this but I'm missing a woman in my life. I dated a 17 year old when I was 14. Needless to say she cheated on me when she went to uni and at the time it felt like my life was ending. My parents never gave me any affection when I was growing up. My father travels for business and is never around and I have two mentally disabled brothers my mom always had to look after. Losing that source of affection really traumatised me. It was then when I started doing opioids for the first time. I quit when I discovered powerlifting but as soon as I went to uni I had to leave the gym. I worked full time as a service porter and by kissing ass got to be a finance manager and the dealership I work at. I'm majoring in mathematics and in I take my major classes religiously so even on my lunch break at work I'm doing work. I guess what I'm missing in my life is someone with whom I can be vulnerable with and share all of the things that I have.