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Hello, I'm fairly new to 4chan and need some advice. So every since I was a child I could feel the effects of the "red pill". Once I made it to high school I started to experiment with pretty much every drug but heroin and meth. This led me to love pschydelics such as marijuana, lsd, dmt and mushrooms and I still do partake in some micro dosing here and there. The very first time I had an "ego death" i experienced everything and nothing at the same time. I knew all the answers to life. I have had a serious problem with depression and had seen what pschydelics had done for others and had hoped the same for myself. Instead I did get the answers and they did help for a while, but now everytime i get a hint at what the pschydelics made me think and feel like or something hinting at "the meaning of life", such as song lyrics things people say and do, it spirals my emotions into a very depressing state. Even as much as to make me think of suicide pretty much daily and have even attempted before. Whenever I try and open up to family members or authorities I get shunned and looked down upon as crazy and have even been hospitalized because of said people. I have now stopped all substance consumption for about 3 weeks now and have seen no change in my mental state. I've struggled with the same things as a child even before the drugs. I guess I'm asking how I go about coping and dealing with these problems. Thanks in advance to anyone who replies. Unfortunately I am being serious so if you could help that would be nice.
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>>18590743
See a psychologist in all honesty. You face turmiol of emojis that lead from :thinking: :kys: and self remedies clearly havent worked. Professional help regardless how much of a fence you put up will
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the "human life has no meaning because we all die in the end" is of no ascension of belief (meaning is human defined). Take a course in philosophy and quit taking drugs that mess with your consciousness.
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advice from friend who gave advice while talking
>get a bit high (~1 lung) on the w33ds or similar
>play games and other stuff such as monolopy to maximize funnies
>laugh for 5 minutes
>realize its 2 am
>day well spent
or get appointment with shrink, whatever floats your raft
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>>18590743
Practice to stop identifying with your emotions, thoughts, and actions. Practice virtue, meditate, (watch things arise and pass) and your mind will eventually learn to let go. Whatever you feel, it isn't permanent. Even death.
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>>18590938
Thank you. I don't really want to go to therapist ever again. So, hopefully putting this into practice will help.
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>>18590986
>Thank you. I don't really want to go to therapist ever again.
Well, meditation isn't the cure for mental illness so if you ever want to scratch the surface of normality then seek professional help. You're an absolute fool if you think sitting quietly for a half hour a day and thinking really hard about your problems is going to solve your several deep seated psychiatric issues.
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>>18590743
>"""redpilled"""
>basically retarded
>abuse a bunch of objectively harmful, mind altering drugs
>become depressed and suicidal every single day
>spout "redpill" conspiracy bullshit and get hospitalized
>literally incapable of acting like an adult
Woooooow why can't I be redpilled??? It sounds so great
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>>18591002
>Phoneposter
Die
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