Why am i like this

>>18590507
you aren't willing to be bad at anything, so you're not getting good at anything

Don't worry about gf, or get one who is on your level of attractiveness.

Plenty of people are fat, it's mostly metabolism (unless you are binge eating, it's understandable.) Just eat for metabolism (study Ray Peat, he focuses on this): fruit juice, fruit, milk, dairy, rice... avoid junk food, obviously, and don't be gluttonous.

The job issue, assuming you have good support, you can do it if you just want it. Stop being lazy and put some effort buddy. Everyone has to be persistent to succeed.

>>18590507

You are 18, your life is just starting. You don't need to be good at stuff to have a good time. Just do what you enjoy. You'll get better with practice.