My mum found my dildo.

Try not lying and not being ashamed of yourself instead. If your mom loves you she'll accept you for who you are, even if it takes a bit of time it's worth it. If that never happens then you probably don't need her in your life. You don't have to accept poor treatment from your family just because of blood. If you wouldn't take that shit from a friend or a stranger don't take that shit from your mom.

My mom found mine when I was 17 and I convinced her that I had bought them off Amazon and sold them to girls at my highschool because their parents checked their packages. Of course my mom checks my packages now because she doesn't want me selling dildos but over a year of no dildos + bringing a girl home a few nights was enough to have her believe my story was true over time. You gotta take a small hit (she looks through my mail now) regardless unless your mom really doesn't care but you should be able to convince her.

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>because she doesn't want me selling dildos
So, she wants you to be a failure?