how to care for/ trust again in people?

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During the last five years, maybe a little more. I've had really big problems with some of my friends, the situations vary from people to people but I think the most common theme among them is that I feel under appreciated by them.

Just this year I've cut ties or distanced myself form four people I used to talk to regularly and that I trusted the most. As I said it's an issue that comes years prior to this one, but I'm getting a feeling that it doesn't matter what I do or what I don't do I can never please anyone.

I don't consider myself to be a shitty friend, actually quite opposite. I'm the type of person that will hear you when you're down, or look up for you when you're going through stuff, I would buy stuff for you if I'm going to another country, among other things. Yeah, I have my flaws, but I don't feel they outweigh the good stuff.

Usually the people I cut ties with are inconsiderate to my time or feelings, selfish, are not willing to talk if something goes wrong, etc.

I just find myself in a position in which I can't trust other humans, they all turn to be the same. And I really try to be this caring person to other people, but I just don't feel it anymore, I don't feel like the positive emotions to actually care for someone else or do things for them. If they talk to me I really don't care, I don't worry for them.

I'm becoming lonelier each time and I think that I won't be able to find people to talk to anymore.