Slowly getting worse

>>18586665
why are you moving to chicago?

>>18586671
To attend a new school. I'm tired of the shitty community college system. I said fuckit i dont even need an associates

>>18586665
Don't give up, power through this bump in the road. Things will get better if you make the effort. Good luck!

if you mean like voice chat, post your skype and i'll add you. i'm easy to talk to

when did you move?

also get off the internet and get sleeeep

sleep is nice, sleep is good. turn off alarm clock at least once per week.

it will get better either way, every start is rough.

>>18586665
I know from my experience that it's always hard to move to another city. And if you got fucking problems on top of that, it can be even worse.
I don't know what I can say to you to help you feel better, but don't give up now anon. Things will eventually get better after some time, you just moved, it's "normal" that the start is a bit hard.

Just two things. First, you should probably change or stop your therapy if your psy is making you feel worse than before. That's not what they're supposed to do. Second, be prepared to maybe have some not very happy discussions with your GF. I did the same as you and long distance relationship don't always work very well.

>>18587382
>you should probably change or stop your therapy if your psy is making you feel worse than before. That's not what they're supposed to do.

this.

plus, re-emphasize getting sleep. big importance.

>>18587382
>>18588122
I'm moving in 4 weeks so I'll change it then, he's trying to find me another therapist, but he hasn't yet.

The therapist literally just prescribed me aderall and asked if i wanted anti anxiety medicine, specifically xanax.
I think he's genuinely stupid, people abuse the shit out of xanax, he's lucky i dont like that shit, he could've really fucked me up...

Who can i talk to in the meanwhile? I wanted to call the suicide hotline, because im feeling a bit suicidal, but i have a feeling they will contact the police. The last thing i need on my record is a 5150.

>>18589232

it depends on what you sound like.

if you sound deeply depressed and hurt and having dark thoughts, probably not.

If you sound/talk like you're in eminent danger of hurting yourself and others, they will probably try, as they might be morally obligated in that case.

but if chatting with strangers online isn't cutting it for you, its worth considering.

>>18589263
Have you/ do you know anyone that called the suicide hotline and had police show up at their place?

>>18589287

no I have/do not. but a basic search of teh nets shows instances where they have anecdotally been summoned.

of course, the only way that works is if they know where you are, and you can call anonymously (save your caller id)